Dark times...
Se aproximan tiempos oscuros, tiempos difíciles... Casi cuento las horas para que la pesadilla termine, pero siento que es inútil. Echo carreras con el reloj, para picarle, para que pase el tiempo lo más rápido posible, pero éste me ignora y se burla, casi retrocediendo...
¿Y qué pasará cuando termine? ¿Por qué siento que toda mi vida siempre se ha reducido a lo que escribía en un papel y a lo que 9 números decían? ¿Qué pasará cuando no tenga nada que hacer, salvo tirarme las horas muertas en casa, tomando una de las decisiones más importantes que he tomado y que jamás tomaré? ¿Qué pasará cuando todo esto acabe?
Refugiándome en las palabras... Valle amaba el teatro, y consiguió uno de los mayores cambios y de las mayores repercusiones que pudo tener en su época, y actualmente; Juan Ramón amaba la poesía por encima de su vida, haciendo de cada poema un camino hacia la belleza absoluta; Machado, quién calificó a la poesía como "una honda palpitación del espíritu", se centra también en la belleza de la misma, sin plasmar sus sentimientos en ella, pero acercándonos paisajes de un modo que jamás pudiésemos imaginar; y por último Bécquer, quien es uno de los más influyentes poetas hoy día, deja plasmada en Rimas (por ejemplo) cómo hasta nuestros más profundos temores pueden sernos hasta cierto punto bellos a través de la palabra...
Me considero una inculta de la literatura, pero cada vez me gusta más, no sé si es por la admiración que me produce leer un libro de poemas y notar como una lágrima de emoción cae por mi mejilla; o si es porque gracias a todos ellos puedo escapar de este mundo, sin ni siquiera moverme del sitio...
Por todo ello, y otros motivos, voy a refugiarme en las palabras, ya que ellas siempre estarán ahí, jamás me abandonarán, y siempre me recibirán con los brazos abiertos...
¿Quién iba a decirme, después de todo lo que he sufrido por ella, que al final la literatura acabaría siendo mi escondite personal?
¿Y qué pasará cuando termine? ¿Por qué siento que toda mi vida siempre se ha reducido a lo que escribía en un papel y a lo que 9 números decían? ¿Qué pasará cuando no tenga nada que hacer, salvo tirarme las horas muertas en casa, tomando una de las decisiones más importantes que he tomado y que jamás tomaré? ¿Qué pasará cuando todo esto acabe?
Refugiándome en las palabras... Valle amaba el teatro, y consiguió uno de los mayores cambios y de las mayores repercusiones que pudo tener en su época, y actualmente; Juan Ramón amaba la poesía por encima de su vida, haciendo de cada poema un camino hacia la belleza absoluta; Machado, quién calificó a la poesía como "una honda palpitación del espíritu", se centra también en la belleza de la misma, sin plasmar sus sentimientos en ella, pero acercándonos paisajes de un modo que jamás pudiésemos imaginar; y por último Bécquer, quien es uno de los más influyentes poetas hoy día, deja plasmada en Rimas (por ejemplo) cómo hasta nuestros más profundos temores pueden sernos hasta cierto punto bellos a través de la palabra...
Me considero una inculta de la literatura, pero cada vez me gusta más, no sé si es por la admiración que me produce leer un libro de poemas y notar como una lágrima de emoción cae por mi mejilla; o si es porque gracias a todos ellos puedo escapar de este mundo, sin ni siquiera moverme del sitio...
Por todo ello, y otros motivos, voy a refugiarme en las palabras, ya que ellas siempre estarán ahí, jamás me abandonarán, y siempre me recibirán con los brazos abiertos...
¿Quién iba a decirme, después de todo lo que he sufrido por ella, que al final la literatura acabaría siendo mi escondite personal?
I wake up, I study as hard as I can, trying to concentrate to make it the last time I have to study it... Then I have breakfast and I go to school... Unfortunately (or not, who knows) I don't have that exam, and the only thing that matters to me is to come back home and sleep... I decide to stay at school, and in a moment of break I start crying.. I try to hide, but it's futile, because five minutes later I see a pair of hands touching me and trying to calm me down... But I can't, I just need to cry, and I keep on feeling those tears falling from my cheeks... How long is this situation going to extend?? No idea...
Lost in the darkness...
Perdida,agotada,sin saber a dónde ir, ni qué hacer, ni cómo comportarme... Solo quiero huir, escapar lo más lejos posible, estar con la gente que quiero y no mirar atrás... Llegará el día en que lo haga??? Lo dudo... Pero seguiré engañándome día a día para creer que eso es posible, que todo lo que anhelo lo conseguiré...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIRMIY-t--E
Sin palabras para describir lo que me transmite esta canción...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIRMIY-t--E
Sin palabras para describir lo que me transmite esta canción...
Believe me... (L)
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey
Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got
You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
[bridge]
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me
What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me
What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me
It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me
Cuántos recuerdos con esta canción...
Poco qué decir, van unos días extraños y sólo me apetece tumbarme en la playa al sol y escuchar el sonido de las olas, o disfrutar de un día en el parque de atracciones gritando y riendo como nunca...
Esperemos que llegue pronto...
Un saludo a todos ;)
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey
Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got
You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
[bridge]
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me
What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me
What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me
It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me
Cuántos recuerdos con esta canción...
Poco qué decir, van unos días extraños y sólo me apetece tumbarme en la playa al sol y escuchar el sonido de las olas, o disfrutar de un día en el parque de atracciones gritando y riendo como nunca...
Esperemos que llegue pronto...
Un saludo a todos ;)