It seems that everyone has his mobile phone broken or lost. I'm really tired of the "I'll call you soon" or "I'll call you later" and never recieve that call. I understand that you may say that and have any problem that makes you unable to call. But this is... C'mon. I mean, if it's not a call, it's someone that agrees to meet with you, and some days later, that meeting does not exist. I am really tired of this things, really tired. I'm really tired of handling with these things and pretend like nothing happened by smiling. I don't want to smile anymore. You have taken all the smiles I had.

I've been thinking... What if I left? What if I change my career? What if I leave and never say goodbye? Would you try to call me then?? I bet you may would... 'Cause it'd make you a lot easier to blame me for not taking that call.

Anyways, that running-away thing seems too easy and too difficult at the same time. I mean... I think I'd be happier if an ocean was between that people and me, but there are a lot of things I'm missing. I'd miss my family. I wouldn't know how people there would treat me like... Damn it, why does this has to be so complicated??